Lyrics:

I can’t help that
I have been left
In a daydream from saturday
I can’t close all
Of these bottles
Couldn’t have it my own way

I don’t give a shit if people try to say I’m winning
Got a demon in the closet barely living
I ain’t leaving, I’m just searching for a reason
To believe in preaching demons, fuck your feelings
Anything around my neck don’t mean I gotta pray for it
I’m at an illness rave, don’t mean I gotta stay for it
It’s sadness to the point where you become afraid for it
But in actuality you were just made for it

I’d just take a pill for numb feelings
Maybe we’re too numb to experience
The faith that young years are the best living
But the cross threw it all away and stopped giving
It seem we lost the will to live it out
Cause maybe our demons were to loud
And when they speak, they make us out
To be horrible, more than them
All we can do is wait for it to end

Everything will be okay, that’s what I would say
If I wasn’t in the way of some darkened grave
I couldn’t give this all away, they’re my feelings
And I gotta keep that in my head till they consider leaving
Sorry for this grieving
All over nothing
All over not knowing what trying to be tough meant
If this weakness finally said I was enough, well
I would take that and keep killing feelings off man
If we had enough faith to wake up
We wouldn’t have emotions to shake off
If I’m dead and all of the pain’s gone
I wouldn’t have to talk on in this song
If we really can’t see something wrong
That’s exactly what the demons want
But if we gain the strength to hold it off
We can start to swim till we reach the end

I can’t help that
I have been left
In a daydream from saturday
I can’t close all
Of these bottles
Couldn’t have it my own way